Just finished a short Acting Course. It was so informative and innovative but I feel I’m going backwards rather than forwards. Why do I always limit myself? I was surrounded by all these amazing performers and I just didn’t work hard enough. I just didn’t deliver. It’s sad because I really respect the teacher. It’s just me. I am limiting myself. I am my own worst enemy. I pray university and having my own personal freedom will free me from this deep rooted negativity. Oh well. Onwards and upwards. I have performed much worse but sadly I didn’t deliver this time. Onwards and upwards.
This bus driver is fucking awful.
The Longest Time
Is anyone else’s Mother stressing out about university more than they are? It just sets me on edge. Also I could do with my Mam not breathing down my neck every five minutes. I need these days to fly. Please, please, please. I need to be free.